I felt and thought to be invincible. Nothing could ever happen to me. Then life sent me a curveball. Which threw me out of the game. I had tried to get back into it! But no such luck. Now I am still stuck in a rut. I am losing hope and strength. Dark thoughts are … Continue reading Poem; Still in a rut.
Last night was awful. I couldn’t sleep. One part was anxiety. The other, my cat. At one point I was feeling so hot. And decide to open the window. This is when I truly became aware of all the nocturnal life. I knew about it but never really paid attention to it. The birds. The … Continue reading Poem; Nature
Outside at daybreak. Not a sound. Walking through the grass. The morning dew sprinkles my feet. Quite cold. Waking me up. What a pleasure to observe nature arise. I am getting cold and going in now. Maybe it is how paradise is like. It was for me this morning. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright © … Continue reading Poem; Daybreak.
Ostracized. Victimized. Not belonging. lonesome. Is it fair? Of course not. Like the rest It’s on our shoulders. Not all of us will make it. It’s a fact, it’s a stat. I’m gonna do my best Not to be part of these stats. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright © August 2018
You must be careful. When mentioning your illness. You need to trust whom you’ll tell. Otherwise, it’ll come back like a revolving door. How can I say it? Because I lived it more than once. It hurts. It hurts the most. With whom I thought were my closest friends. On the other side of the … Continue reading Poem; Judged
Poem; the rock.
I was called the rock. My lips were tied by a lock. Nothing could crack me. Nobody would break me. Until the day the rock shattered. Life as I knew it ended. I don’t want and can’t fight anymore. But I have no choice, I have to battle some more. Peace and serenity Lawrence … Continue reading Poem; the rock.
Poem; Veil of darkness.
I feel the veil of darkness as the night is settling in. It is getting tighter and restrictive Around my chest and throat. It prevents me from sleeping Sure hope it won’t go any further I think I know what it is And hope that I am wrong. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright … Continue reading Poem; Veil of darkness.
Poem; A good night rest.
A good night rest Makes you feel you’re at your best It is priceless to wake up rested Unlike the nights when I wrestled. I wish it could protect me from triggers If only it could shield me from this problem, the biggest. This morning is quiet; I listen to the birds singing Another priceless … Continue reading Poem; A good night rest.
Poem; Who owns who?
Do you own things? Or do they own you? There is a fine line in between them. For me, I am a bit of both. I own my car and the vast majority of my objects. But items that I have a strong sentimental value Own me, like my guitars. Try to do an … Continue reading Poem; Who owns who?
Poem; Reason or Excuses.
Reasons or excuses! What is the difference between the two? Are they any? Used depending the context As one sees fit I bet they are more reasons than excuses As humans have a hard time apologizing I think they are one and the same. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright © June 2018