How to escape this misery? All brought by anxiety. Depriving me of positivity. Stealing my joy and liberty. How do I get out? When I feel locked out. Negativity is all I seem to know about. There has to be a way out. Something or somebody. Must show me the path quickly. While I … Continue reading Poem; Escape
Fear became so strong. I know it is wrong. It kills every moment. It is omnipresent. It is suffocating. It is asphyxiating. Fear rules my living. It is not the beginning. Nor the end. That makes me frightened. This how the vicious spiral. Carries on without a battle. It paralyzes me. It will be … Continue reading Poem; Fear.
I should know by now, but I don’t!
I haven’t been around blogging much this past week or so, due to setbacks generated by severe anxiety crises and a panic attack, my depression which is doing slightly better as the new medication is settling in. But the anxiety has been a killer, making me worry about everything, mainly financial related matters as I … Continue reading I should know by now, but I don’t!
Anxiety. My enemy. Where do you come from? To take away my freedom. Haunting me with worries. Increasing my anxieties. Bringing chaos into my life. As well as strife. Why can’t I chase you away? You are constantly in my way. You’ll always be here. This is my fear. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright … Continue reading Poem; Anxiety
Poem; Mind, Soul.
When does one start? When does one end? It is abstract. It is a point with no end. Which one dictates? Which one is stronger? It depends which one you take. It is a matter of power. Nobody knows which one came first. Nobody knows as we aren’t the same. Our hearts seem to come … Continue reading Poem; Mind, Soul.
Unpredictable Undetectable Undesirable Most powerful From joyful To painful Undoubtedly Disruptively We are at their mercy They shift our mindset Our cycles are upset We are powerless and hope for the best. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright © June 2018
For us, living with disorders. We are all great warriors. We fight daily. We’ll fight until eternity. We fight an intangible enemy. Sometimes we have to fight fiercely. To remain positive. To avoid being depressive. The enemy's quest for our positivity. Is without boundary. He wants our soul to drown. He wants to see us … Continue reading Poem; Warriors.
A human creation. Generating destruction. They are a powerful threat. Leading to too many deaths. Stigmas have to be fought. If we let it be, they become our fault. United we can do it. We just need to prove it. We have to find a way. To stop them right away. Peace and serenity … Continue reading Poem; Stigmas
Poem; Fighting Back.
I am fighting back. I have to be on the right track. I cannot let negativity win. I have to dig to find the strength within. I have to fight without any fears. With real sweat, blood, and tears. I have to win this bout. Without a doubt. Positivity is the winning price. This fight … Continue reading Poem; Fighting Back.
Darkness in a broad daylight. Bring dark thoughts day or night. Desperation is back. The tunnel is black. Hope is dead. So is my head. This has happened before. I am being hit once more. Always managed to bounce back. Let’s hope I’ll stay on the right track. Peace and serenity Lawrence Copyright © … Continue reading Poem; Darkness.