I don’t know how to deal with this!

I have a huge issue that I’d like to share with you. I need to work on a bad habit which probably comes from all my years of trading. Which is that I need to deal with everything right away. This puts unnecessary stress on my daily life and raises my anxiety and, strangely, procrastination …

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Apologies

To all of you, Let me apologize for not answering your messages or having posted anything new due to a major problem with the internet which happened a couple of days ago. We have had vicious thunderstorms that fried the lines Now it is functioning through an emergency box 4g box which is extremely slow …

A trip to the mall.

For me, there aren’t many activities that I cannot stand but one of them going to a shopping center. They’re overcrowded filled with smelly people touching you, making me feel that my private sphere is being invaded. To me is downright disgusting too and could possibly trigger something which has not happened, thankfully, for the …

What was your reaction when you were first told?

When I was first told that I was suffering from an incurable illness. I didn’t know what to say or do, so I sat there, shocked. I managed to ask the doctor if he could repeat what he had just said as I was in total disbelief. He softly told me that I was suffering …

Nothing has changed.

There wasn’t anything there for us back then, and it is still the same. Like my psychologist said, “we’re a victim of society,” I agree with her on the message, but dislike the word “victim.” I prefer looking at it this way; we’re not on the top of the priority list. For some reasons, I …

Damaging stigmas.

I had a business meeting with one of the worst kind of individual that I call; the fake empaths. They have this look of pity on their face which you can see right through it; “better him than me.” The fake empath recommendations and advice are so basic and obvious and usually said with a …

Am I alone with this?

Am I alone to be always unhappy and to feel that I haven’t done enough. I don’t second guess my decision on work or other activities, but I always think that I should do more, better, quicker and so on. I had written a post many moons ago about making up a list of things …

The shackles.

Unfortunately, I can go back to such hobbies such as shooting darts and playing backgammon as there is nothing around my place. I also have a great passion for motorcycling, but I cannot go back into it for now because our the financial situation. But there is one thing that I can start again is …

Music

I am about to share something important to me which is the guitar and music. I love music as most people do, as it was constantly being played on in my house and car. I enjoy every style, from classical, opera, all types of rock to even rap now which made me come to term …

Introvert or Extrovert?

I look through several official descriptions of what is an introvert and its contrary. They were plenty good ones but I choose the ones from the Oxford Dictionary as it’s definition was from a philosophical point of view. Let me give you what dictionary states for an introvert:  a person predominantly concerned with their own …