I felt and thought to be invincible.
Nothing could ever happen to me.
Then life sent me a curveball.
Which threw me out of the game.
I had tried to get back into it!
But no such luck.
Now I am still stuck in a rut.
I am losing hope and strength.
Dark thoughts are back.
I am hanging on.
Keeping in mind the devastation,
And de pain I would cause to my family.
I am still fighting to stay alive.
With all of the strength that I possess.
I am trying to turn things around.
With very little hope.
As I am tired.
Peace and serenity
Lawrence Illoc Copyright © August 2018