My mind is numb.
Numb by pain.
No dark thoughts.
But still isn’t tolerable.
Don’t know how to sooth it.
Not even dreaming of stopping it.
I don’t know what to do.
There isn’t anything that can be done.
I am trapped in my own mind.
I have nowhere to go.
Peace and serenity
Lawrence
Being bipolar. 
That’s a very hard feeling to deal with
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Yes it is, but that too shall pass hopefully
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Never lose Hope for a change. I believe Hope is the engine of all our hallelujahs (not exclusively religious, but hallelujahs in a much broader sense, as Leonard Cohen meant in his Hallelujah song. If we have Hope we will never stop to fight for all our hallelujahs: Love, Justice, Peace… and so I wrote and danced Hope that I also want to send you: https://momentsbloc.wordpress.com/2018/06/24/dance-of-hope/
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Thank you so very much for your kindness and support. I am looking forward to watching the dancing.
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Not sure myself…some say at these point we should just be quiet and listen? Sending Light and Love to you Lawrence..You are LOVED and give LOVE to many!!!
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Thank you Dwight for your wise advice. I will try to do more of it.
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Great bit of writing though. Hugs!
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Thank you for the compliments Hugs right back at you 🙂
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I may not have the faintest idea what I am.
However: the meaningless words that slip my mind and tell me they are my thougts are not.
The dark feeling that tells me it is my feeling is not.
There is some core something and that maybe me. Could? Is!
It always was me, hopefully always will be.
Not the black stone of depression.
Not the speed of light waterfall of mania.
These are not what I am.
Both are volatile.
Not the faintest idea of what and who I am.
But I sort of know him.
And I know I ‘ll be back, when I am absent.
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