Darkness in a broad daylight.
Bring dark thoughts day or night.
Desperation is back.
The tunnel is black.
Hope is dead.
So is my head.
This has happened before.
I am being hit once more.
Always managed to bounce back.
Let’s hope I’ll stay on the right track.
Peace and serenity
Lawrence Copyright © June 2018
Being bipolar. 
I can connect with this.
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Awful, isn’t it!
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Yes it is ⏮
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I can really relate to you on this. It’s a disgusting feeling that seems to kill you and there seems to be no cure for it… I hate feeling this way most of the time. It’s tiring
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It is exhausting!
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Yes, it really is. I’m learning to deal with it better by sleeping for five hours. That’s simply not the best solution but I don’t quite know how to deal with it. I just feel exhausted all the time, and my productivity decreases drastically. It’s ridiculous..
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It is like a vicious cycle spiraling down
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Yes, I agree. I keep telling myself that I’m young and I can make it better for myself but I’m starting to doubt that belief too… I honestly just wish people would make mental health a priority. It’s not something that should be trivialized and taken lightly but the situation just seems to be getting worse on the whole. Less and less people are sympathetic.. it really is a vicious cycle but I’m glad we have mental health bloggers in the community who are with us. It alleviates the pain in some ways… To at least be acknowledged by a few people while society doesn’t even give us the consideration, time and care that we so desperately need. We don’t need to be in asylums or in hospitals. Just some love, care and compassion and, showing people that they are not alone is helpful enough. Also, removing the stigma of mental illness, which is something you talk about on your blog. It’s just disappointing sometimes how people can’t even be sympathetic or kind to one another and be understanding about something as crucial as mental illness. I just don’t understand how people go on like that, really
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What I am about to say is crude but true. The SMD is too small of a community worldwide to interest anybody because we won’t generate any money for corporations and we represent nothing in term of voting power. That’s why nobody cares except us but we will make thing change, the world and the newer generation will think differently (hopefully)
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I understand where you’re coming from. Hopefully, we will make the change that we want to see in the world. It seems daunting and difficult in the beginning but we can start by helping people understand the nature of mental illnesses so they can be more sympathetic and also, removing the stigma
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It’ a long bumpy road but we’ll get there.
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Yes, we will.
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Brilliant Lawrence. Another one from the dark side, but with so much power and hidden meanings unless i am much mistaken
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You are not mistaken and I’m glad you picked it up as it tells me that I wrote properly. Thank you for the compliment, it means a lot.
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Anytime as i keep saying. I must sound so boring ……..
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Your comments are everything but boring and I value them all. Thank you for your strong support, I am the one who must sound boring.
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Never boring. Inspirational lines from a man who battles daily and who is not afraid to bare his soul. You inspire and are a voice for those in similar positions to yourself
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Now it’s my time to blush on such beautiful compliments.
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